when we talked on the phone,
he will respond till I talked spicy..
otherwise he is just hmmmm ummmm yeah I listening...
I'm just a sex material for him..
till he wont get it he will show care to me....
but once he is satisfied....
then he wont give a fuck to me...
he didn't care I'm sleeping or not...
cause after sex he got a great sleep...
he will never know, what it feels like....
after being treated like this.....
after being the one who left awake ..
waiting to listen from you the next day...
cause when I woke, it was me....
who left alone in the empty house....
but when I got a chance to listen you...
it was the words that shows...
I'm not his favorite job!!
at night I got a call from him....
but it was just an answer to my missed calls....
and now he is giving responses....
As I am talking sexiest......haha
I think I may be a masochist that's why am happy-
At least he remember me...
what if its just for having fun????