Friday, 10 May 2013

emptiness







I seem to lose all the confidence,
and I can’t keep any defense,
All I look out is for some healing,
for emptiness and lonely feeling..!!

My words are turned into deep sigh,
as I fill my heart with tears I cry,
I don’t know if this is real or not,
but emptiness is all I’ve got..!!

I cannot find anything to say or do,
This pain is something I never knew,
things get worse and out of control,
as emptiness reaches to my soul..!!

They strike hard inside, like a sharp dart,
The broken pieces of my dreams and heart,
I never imagined myself being this weak,
because emptiness has reached to its peak..!!

This fear and solitude keeps growing,
the stains of which have started showing,
I try my best to put a stop to that,
this emptiness becomes difficult to laugh at..!!

The words they always said, I now believe,
love means nothing and people always leave,
Loving you was nothing but foolishness,
and I lost everything but this emptiness..!!

let you go






How do you walk away from someone you love

'n take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . 
The times you've left
My heart says stay . . .
but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soul mate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.

we dont choose...






We don't get to CHOOSE who we fall for. 

They may MISTREAT US, IGNORE US, or HURT US.,
but we stay with them, WHY.? 

It's not because we are stupid or we enjoy getting hurt, 
it's because we can see the good in them,
its because despite all the arguments,
they are the ones who make us feel a certain way
that no one else can and we value that feeling,
and because our brain won't allow them to leave our minds,
our hearts, and wont allow them to leave our lives.. !!

toy






Mera Dil to ek khilauna hai....
Khelna bhi kya hasin ada unki....
Mere tadapne se khusi uski...
Aur Uski khusi pe sab har jaana mera....
Meri taklif sukun uska....
Uske sukun k liye kuch bhi kar jaana....
Mujhpe haq jatana unka....
Use uske sare haq dene ki chah meri....
Aasuon ko ek chal samjhna unka....
Aur rote rote aasuon ka sukh jana mera....
Har sapna unke liye ehmit....
Mere sare sapne untak simit....
Unka jeena bus apne liye.....
Aur unke liye to mit jaana mera....


m i alive???









Unhe kya khabar dasta mere pyaar ki....
Unke to kayi afsaane hai...
Wo kya jaane dard akelepan ka.....
unke to hazaro dewane hai....
Wo kya jaane zakhm bhi hote h dil me.....
Unka to dil patar ka hai...
Unhe kya malum intezar kya hoti hai.....
Ye to hum jaise deewane kiye karte hai....
Unhe kya  khabar ki kuch taklif hai hume....
Hum to unke liye hamesha hasi liye ghumte hai....
Wo kya jaane aasuon ki kimat.....
Unke liye to wo bus pani ki kuch bunde  hai.....
Unhe kya khabar hum hai ek ashiq unke.....
Are hu mai zinda.....
Kya yahi malum ho....
To kam hai?????

why girls start ignoring her love....


Reasons why girl starts ignoring her Love..

1. You said, You are Busy.. :'(

2. You got bored by her talks.. :'(

3. You ask her to wait, but u forgot she is waiting.. :'(

4. You compare her with someone else.. :'(

5. You forgot replying her text.. :'(

6. You replies act like killing conversation.. :'(

7. You Lied to her.. :'(

8. You give importance to something else more than her.. :'(