love lost

I can sit here and cry for hours.. i knew from the first time i met you that you were diffrent, i gotto know you.. the day i fell in love with you was like no other, we were in your car driving along singing our hearts out to music like we do every other day but today you livened up my heart hit my stomache and wow girl i went in a tizz.. you see it may all seem lovely but the thing is.. she will never be intrested in me, shes got a boyfriend... when she talks about him i wanna cry i support her and be her friend in everyway i possibly can, i could cope with that until.. she came to me 'i cant love you' my heart hit my stomache tears swellend in my eyes, i spend nearly all day everyday with her.. i hold her hair and rub her back everytime shes sick, im the sholder she can cry on.. i love her, her laugh is amazing, her smile is beautiful, when she looks at me i feel loved.. but i know it will never happen and its killing me

Maine Kab Dard Ke Zakhmo Se Shikayat Ki Hai, Haan Mera Jurm Hai Ke Maine Mohabbat Ki Hai, Chalti Phirti Laasho Ko Gila Hai Mujhse, Shaher Me Rehkar Maine Jeene Ki Hasrat Ki Hai, Aaj Pehchana Nahi Jaata Chehra Uska, Ek Umar Mere Dilpe Jisne Hukumat Ki Hai, Aaj Phir Dekha Hai Use Mehfil Me Patthar Banke, Maine Aankhon Se Nahi Dilse Bagawat Ki Hai, Usko Bhool Jaane Ki Galti Bhi Nahi Kar Sakta, Toot Kar Ki Hai To Sirf Mohabbat Ki Hai...