happy to see you happy

I know  I shouldn't be sad and crying...
seeing your pictures and updates..
where you are with some new peoples whom i never seen before in your life...
To the kind of a person i used to think you are.. how could have so many girls in his life...
I used to think i am the only girl in your life and your friend circle doesnt have any other girl .
eventually i began to realize i was living with a  white lie...
coz when a woman like me is not able to have new friends..so how a man like what you made me to believe.. could have?
I am shattered and broken into so much pieces that even it hurts if someone tries to pick one...
how could you live a life after destroying mine...
how could you have forgotten all the little things that didnt count for you but actually matters..
how could you haven't realize that i was the one who took care of you all these years...
how could you have done with loving me after all i gave you is love and never asked anything like diamonds in the return...

how could you gave my place to so many sluts.. when i am still preserving the pictures of you and me...

how could you just thrown me when all i did is to kept you with all your flaws...
how could you think that i dont want your happiness... when all i ever care is trying not do anything that will hurt you or make you mad...
and yes you accept it or not but I am happy to see you happy.....
with all your new people in your life...
with seeing you  doing all the things you used to say you dont like..
with dating the girl type that you never get attracted to...or atleast dont used to...
or may be its just me
with whom you never wanted to do all the things you are doing right now in your life...
and you seems happy...
so when now i  am living a fake life.. m happy at least you are not doing... the same..
m happy to see you happy and enjoying your life without me...
m happy seeing you happy...and still love you!!!