leave the heart broken for sometime

I know the heart ache, the breakups are hard to cope with...
but even you have decided it through the hard way that you wanna move on....
somewhere you wanna stuck there..
and you want him back...
but after all the times I tried to have him back in my life...
all I  got is disappointment...
more heart aches,...
harder heart breaks....
and found myself into pieces of previously broken once...
from feeling every little things to feel not a single thing..
you went back to feel each and every minute things...
and when all the things happens again you realize...
you are numb again...
you want to cut yourself again...
you want to feel your heart beating again...
coz all you can feel is that your heart skiping a beat every time you breathe and
its beating is only enough to keep you alive not for having a life...

so dont keep on checking the sites that teaches you how to have your ex back...
instead always keep in mind why it never worked out in the first place...
And it never gonna be start over...
it always gonna start from the place you had left... the fight and the issues where you left...
you are going to be left alone once again and this time you wont even know the reason...
and may be you have already dreamed of a better life ahead while you are going to be dump again ...
so why making a new scar over the wounded heart...
leave the heart wounded for sometime and let it heal on its own...
dont rush for making and trying to keep things on the right path always...
why not keep the things as it is and dont try to change it...
after all
whatever happens.... happens for a reason...
and there is a good life ahead...
why setting for something that neither you deserve nor you want it...
love yourself..
live will bring the best out of you and for you...!!!!